I'll go with you, I'll go with you

I know in my last post I got a little personal, well I'm about to do it again. Last year everyone in this picture took a holiday photo, and this year we all took one again. We were with different people in the first one, we WERE different people in the first one. In one single year your whole world can change and this is proof of it. I'd like to say that everyone in this photo is my friend, but they're not they are so much more they are my support on my bad days, my family when I'm lonely, my protectors when I'm feeling week and my cheerleaders when I need them to be. We don't always get along, and we don't always see eye to eye but we always have each other's backs.

Maddy/Honey - You've been in my life for 2-3 years now? We had an awful fight over the summer, but I think we've come out stronger for it. There might be more days out of the week that we don't get along, than we actually get along but at the end of it all I love you. You've been there when I've been an asshole, abandoned you, and so many more things, but you've never once let me down or made me feel like I don't have anyone to turn too. I'm glad we didn't burn that bridge, and I'm glad you're still here with me.

Sol - I don't get to see you as much as I'd like, but that's okay. I love watching you grow into this awesome amazing person. I love your ideals and your creativity and the zest you have for life, you make me wish that I was a better person. I hope that I always see and hear that sparkle in your voice and eyes.

Trouble aka My twin - How did we go from you getting me confused with Maddy all the time and thinking we were the same person to this? We don't do mushy, but I am thankful that I have you. In this world full of assholes, you're my favorite person to be an asshole with even though we're the nicest pair of assholes you'll ever meet. If you had told me 8 months ago I'd be calling myself your sister, I'd say you were drunk and needed some fucking help. Now? Now I'd being fucking lost. No homo you're my bro and I'm done being gay.

June - June just be here being her cute damn self okay?

I'm not a faith based person but after the year we've all had, I would say I'm a light believer in fate. Too many things have happened for all of us to be lined up at the same time and the same place for there not to be some magical mystical element to this small group.

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My Outfit:

(Yummy) Christmas Charm Rings

(Yummy) Gingerbread Cookie Stud

Kibitz - Christmas light necklace - gold

Kibitz - Happy holidays necklace - silver

Kibitz - Reindeer necklace - silver

LaGyo_Neva Pearls Headbend @ Collabor88

Stealthic - Sultry

VINYL - Peters Blouse Loose @ Kustom9

VINYL - Peters Sweater @ Kustom9

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Check out Trouble's post here

Will add more when they are done

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I'm just trying to figure out how to be myself right now

I don't tend to get very personable on here, it's just not in my bag, but as we start winding 2019 it always makes me reflect. 2019 has been one of the most challenging years for me, I feel like I've had my ass kicked in more ways than one. I've lost friendships I thought I'd have for a life time, but have gained ones that I honestly don't even know how I've gone this long in my life without them. I've struggled with balancing an at home life vs my work life, I've had to rebuild my team at work. I've had to rebuild friendships as well, and every time I think I have some steady grasp on my life something else happens. When that happens I get reminded of all the bad that's happened this year and I get over whelmed and want to plummet into some dark depths. When that happens I have found myself so lucky to have my group of people around me that remind me, we have to keep pushing. We have to get back up, and we have to get going even if we've got to cry on each other's shoulders while we're doing it. Don't even under estimate the power of a strong bond between friends. Don't let the petty shit that happens here in SL keep you away from the people you care about either. Shit is too hard out here to go alone without a support system. This picture honestly cause me a lot of struggle, I actually have three different shots with this pose set, and it started out as something different than it ended up to be. I turned on my music to find something to go with it, and this song came on and it just kind of spoke to me. Cause no matter what has happened this year, I refuse for it to turn me cold and hard against the world. I might have some hard days, I might say some things I don't mean, but I'm still going to make every day 'my' day.

Thanks for listening to me ramble,

Minnie.

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Outfit:

tram I1126b hair @ Collabor88

(NO) 2 Peice Glitter Set @ Collabor88

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings

(Yummy) Layered Chain Choker - Gold

[Cynful] Stripper Dust

e.marie // Gema Heart Hoops - Black

Scene:

FOXCITY. Illuminated @ Collabor88

FOXCITY. Photo Booth - B A D (Black Tintable) (Rez)

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Pinned ya again

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Outfit:

Foxy - Dream. @ Collabor88

VINYL - Republic Boarders @ Anthem

VINYL - Republic Boots @ Anthem

VINYL - SupaLonely Off Shoulder Top @ FaMeshed

Scene:

(Milk Motion) Winter forest @ Collabor88

NOMAD // Winter Cabin @ Collabor88

Pose:

FOXCITY. Snow Fight